mind-blowing reality.

I've had mine, you've had yours we both know.. We know

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 02:03:59 -0400

I want to find real love one day. Maybe I should join a church. At least there it wouldn’t be so focused on sex, at least for people my age. I’m so frustrated. I want to believe in the best in people, but people like to create personas for themselves. This includes myself.

we're beautiful like diamonds in the sky

Thu, 27 Sep 2012 19:20:12 -0400

i really love school, but not right now. I have no motivation… This sucks.

I miss Karim. 💕

Gorgeous Santa Monica. I wouldn’t trade you for anything.

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 17:21:01 -0400

Gorgeous Santa Monica. I wouldn’t trade you for anything.

Photo

Mon, 13 Aug 2012 02:13:13 -0400

hay!

Mon, 14 May 2012 12:19:57 -0400

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3. The following is taken from the editorial page of a local newspaper: “Bilingual programs are a waste of time and money that could be used for other purposes. When immigrants first came to the United States before bilingual programs, everyone learned to speak English and did so very successfully. The success rate of this program is very, very low. Many of these students come from Mexico and are taught Spanish first. As a result, they remain in the program for years. Many of the parents of these students that I spoke with want their children out of the program and learning English as soon as possible. Immigrant children, upon entering school, should be taught only English. As a result, they would learn to speak, read, and write English in a year or less. The regular school curriculum should be taught to them the following school year. Bilingual education prolongs the learning process for many years and discourages immigrant students from adopting and learning the American way of life.” Write an editorial response to be submitted to the newspaper editor using the knowledge you’ve gained in this class. Include an explanation of the research in your response. Make sure you address the issues raised in the editorial.

Perty hair! 3 weeks until graduation. #countdown

Sat, 05 May 2012 19:46:16 -0400

Perty hair! 3 weeks until graduation. #countdown

French Bulldog vs. Doorstop - watch more funny videos

Fri, 27 Apr 2012 00:38:46 -0400

French Bulldog vs. Doorstop - watch more funny videos

I know I've been a bad girl, I know I ain't playin fair

Thu, 02 Feb 2012 17:19:03 -0500

I’m so fucked.

In my delusional twenty-something mind, hot teacher is definitely the one for me. I’m so genuinely in love with him. It feels too strong to just be a crush. I know he loves his wife, so I highly doubt this will go anywhere. However, stranger things have happened… (see: mom fucking Kelsye’s fifth grade teacher).

I need to find my own “hot teacher”. I have a real admiration for men as teachers, and men who want to and enjoy helping others. It always feels like the ones I fall for are taken. Do I have this complex that I only want married men because I know they are committal?

Sigh. ❤💔❤💔❤💔❤💔

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Mon, 23 Jan 2012 02:25:08 -0500

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Sun, 18 Dec 2011 22:03:58 -0500

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You wanna know how to make me smile, just take control of me just for awhile

Tue, 13 Dec 2011 11:38:05 -0500

So it looks like tonight I will be most likely making out with David. He will probably get to second base, doubtful he will get any farther tonight. There is grooming to be done first!

Grab your shoes cause I'm thinking maybe we can run in the summer

Mon, 12 Dec 2011 21:06:44 -0500

Dearest tumblr,

I’m so sorry I’ve been so neglectful of you.. I’m going to give you some brief updates of where I have been.

o definitely dating D. He has also made it known that he wants to be my first.. It’s going to happen.

o Gym boyfriend told me he would like to sex me up, too. That was an interesting conversation.

o Spent this weekend in Napa with Clarissa and her super annoying classmates. They were driving me absolutely insane.

o Still have a gigantic Christmas list to conquer. People better be fucking thankful, or at least be willing to reimburse me. Christmas spirit, anyone?

I still love thee, tumblr. I will not be away again for very long!

The smell of you on every single thing I dream

Fri, 02 Dec 2011 02:00:20 -0500

I always feel amazing after a good run.. It was about a mile and a quarter without really stopping tonight. Super stoked!

🏃💛👍🏃💛👍🏃💛👍🏃💛👍🏃💛👍🏃💛👍🏃💛👍🏃💛👍🏃💛

He’s my favorite gym boyfriend. 💛🏃💪💏

Thu, 01 Dec 2011 01:36:36 -0500

He’s my favorite gym boyfriend. 💛🏃💪💏

It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny, so I've gotta let it go

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 20:33:38 -0500

So, yeah.. David.

I thought I really liked him.. I guess it’s all about the chemistry. I like flirting, but honestly I didn’t feel like there was any real connection outside of friendship.

The first night we went out was pretty awkward, especially because I was distracted considering Derek was texting me.. I got flustered and blew David off. Also, Lindsay’s sister decided she wanted to set me up with her friend; her justification being that we’re both 22 and single.

I decided I wasn’t being fair to him, so I agreed to a movie date last night. I wish I hadn’t, honestly. The whole thing got really uncomfortable for me when he put the moves on me. He kissed me and all I could think about was his very strong tongue. I hope I don’t get mouth herpes. 😲

I don’t know what it is with me. I want a boyfriend, but when a perfectly nice guy comes along I push him away. Although I’m going to justify that in this case, he has no sense of humor whatsoever.. Which has caused the demise of my relationships with Shawn and Steve. However, even with humor it seems it does not sustain a relationship (Mike, David 1, Derek). Maybe I’m too picky, or maybe I just need to move the fuck away and start all over. I have too much storied history here. I need a break!

Oh sometimes I get a good feeling

Mon, 28 Nov 2011 19:17:34 -0500

So yesterday was probably one of my favorite thanksgivings. I will recap!

o I worked out with Linds in the morning. I weighed myself, and I was at my lowest weight ever! So totally excited!

o went home and got ready for the feast. Knowing I wasn’t going to eat until later, I bided my time by (literally) whipping up some whipped cream and throwing it into some containers for the pies I was supposed to bake. (store bought instead.. They came out awful!)  I also got dressed and relished the fact that I could fit into one of my favorite dresses! 

o decided early on in the day that I wasn’t going to go to my other grandmas house. I love my family, but I’ve always loved my moms side just a little bit more. I also didn’t want to endure that quack my dad calls his girlfriend. Was not ready for that family gathering. There are enough creepers in that family already.

o I ate our feast with ravenous intent. It was amazing; the turkey was not missed a bit! I decided to stay later and hang out with Amy.. And we spent the day together yesterday. We spent the night talking about boys, bad kisses and everything in between. David was being extra flirty and I was really into it.

I really don’t remember doing much on Friday, as now it is Monday and the weekend has gone by in a blur. I do remember spending all of Friday night on the couch after dinner with a blanket, my laptop with iTunes and gossip girl. It was supppper relaxing. This is when David and I made plans to hang out over the weekend. I will get into more detail about David in my next blog post, as that is one beast of a story on its own.

Happy black Friday! Thanks for the photo Swackett. I am thankful...

Fri, 25 Nov 2011 19:32:47 -0500

Happy black Friday! Thanks for the photo Swackett. I am thankful that you help me decide what to wear.

I was born with an American heart

Thu, 24 Nov 2011 04:59:07 -0500

All things considered, I have a very good life. A little lonely? Of course. But would I change much? Probably not 💛

I've made up my mind, don't need to think it over., if I'm wrong I am right

Thu, 24 Nov 2011 04:57:48 -0500

Tonight was weirdo. My dad told me he wants his girlfriend to spend the night, which creeps me the fuck out. I called my mom to tell her, and she was wasted.

Highlight:
I went to Allie’s house. We talked for a while and ended up meeting up with David at Denny’s. It was actually kinda nice. I felt like he wasn’t interested, but Allie told me after we left that he said I was really cute. So I definitely felt much better after that. (:

Tomorrow is thanksgiving. I’ll finally get to hang out with my cousin! And catch up. And then dinner with the awful girlfriend. I seriously don’t know how it’s gonna work tomorrow, but I’m thankful for my cuteness.

xoxo

Do you ever get nervous?

Wed, 23 Nov 2011 03:12:42 -0500

Tomorrow

O 4 hours of work in the morning
O shopping at the oaks with L
O gym it
O bake 2 pies
O really awesome run

Throw some tunes in there and we’ll call it a day.